Spending time on functional strength training now

so I won’t have to rely on others later

Tricking myself by turning the clock

and setting my watch minutes earlier

This way, I can’t get caught by surprise, right?

Spending time on reading and writing because 

I don’t want to trust the wrong person with my feelings

Thinking myself to sleep by analyzing

to avoid misunderstanding

Don’t worry, darling,

this is me coping