so many hurdles

when does it end

oh, I'm sinking in the deep end

so many days alone and afraid

when will you finally find me, 

I'm holding on to nothing

I can see

six feet in front of me

I can't see

where I am going

so many places and people

when will I stop spotting

that face in the crowd?

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I'm suddenly submerged