No one else noticed you were hurting
The only other person who cared you were crying
Left when you told them to leave
I had gotten so used to seeing a smile on your face
I had no idea what to say to you
I was on the verge of tears myself
But I swallowed the heavy lump in my throat
I always care, and maybe that’s my fatal flaw
I don’t want anyone else trying anything so stupid and actually succeeding
You are my good days, but what happens when you have your bad days?
The way your eyes light up is electrifying
Except when they dim it’s just so damn disturbing
Your mind is clearly being haunted by something
Please tell me what it is that’s been bothering you
Whatever it is, you’re not a burden to me
I swear
Crying doesn’t make you weak
To me, it means you’re human
It means you’ve got a heart and you feel
All kinds of crazy emotions
Talking to you is the strangest thing
One moment we’re both laughing, then we’re
In each other's arms, holding each other steady
Except I’ve got other people for that
While all you’ve got is a therapist you don’t believe in
You told me you weren’t always such a wreck
& you used to be happier
Your heart’s a tangled mess like every other part of yourself &
The butterflies inside your garden have all got broken wings now