I’m at a loss for words but I wanna tell you everything

Days, then weeks,

Then months

When I said that number, they all thought that was how

Long we had been together

But it’s greater than that

My friends talk, and clap, cheering me on

The texts I receive from them

The look in their eyes when you’re standing that close to me

Is so different

What was it like

When I took your hand first, and you didn’t

Have to ask?

Nothing can replace your smile

I think you know that

I’ll lose many things in this lifetime

My sanity is mostly gone at almost sixteen, but

I like to think I’ll never lose my wonder for you

Even if or when our spark is extinguished