I’d always known I would be made to let go
Of something that I love
I just didn’t think it’d be you I would have to let fall
This time with nobody around to catch you
This time with my body frozen still
Know that it was hard on me
To be the one to make you feel that way
It was agonizing
To watch your face twist and change,
To know I was the reason for your pain
Who knows maybe you were happier
In the end
Or maybe you would have been
If I hadn't been so indecisive
About my future
And all its raffle ticket prize plans