would it be crazy if I just

called you?

right here, right now, right out of the blue?

how long would we talk

one hour; four?

would it be crazy if I just

showed up at your front door?

would you invite me in to talk over tea

or would you take a look 

and tell me to leave?

would it be crazy if I just

saw you out shopping?

say that I miss you 

and that I was hoping-

no.

I will not give in to these illusions.

I will not give in to any false hope.

I am finally moving on, 

and I am learning to cope.

I really thought you were the one

but I was wrong

now we’re over and done.

goodbye, adieu

you were the first;

I’ll always love you.